The trick to a good blowjob is to not overthink it. Don’t start thinking about the way it tastes on your tongue, or the way the tip hits the back of your throat. You’ll lose rhythm, lose the pressure in your hand; the essential nature of the act. Put on your best show. Make sure your eyes roll to the back of your head––lashes sticky from glue. Mentally prepare yourself beforehand––remember to keep your mouth wet and your moans genuine. Sound like you’re choking. Sound like you’re dying. They like it. 

For as long as I can remember, my writing has been inexorably intertwined with my life. The “notes” app on my cellphone is bursting at its seams with locked letters of love, hardship and poetry. The people in my life have all made it into my writing, one way or another, whether it be in the lessons that they have taught me, the beautiful experiences we have shared, or even in powerful excerpts of conversations we have spoken. I have even found comfort in the most gut wrenching of moments by using my experiences as writing prompts. With this magazine, I hope to provide a platform for writers and artists to share their creativity. At their most jovial, angry, raw or euphoric - we want it all.

Welcome to BrainScramble.

Alyssa Zhang