Category: Retrospective

  • perpetual motion machine

    tomorrow the moon, moving forward; and then. tomorrow i find that everything will; the history of existence stretched out before us. like it will never be this way. like that will make a difference. indefinite spin cycle on the basement floor, chalky fluorescence splashing over steel-rimmed panes. forty-four minutes. three dollars and twenty-five cents. and…

  • Infinite Universe Theory (An Alternate ending, a sadder song)

    4. Welcome to Universe H (An Alternate ending, a sadder song) (From out of the darkness, bells toll)  I knew you once, sweet girl / Eyes big and wide in the dark.  Yeah, I knew you.  Hair twisted up in wonky braids / Scar under your left eyebrow. I write your name out in morse…

  • ataraxia

    i have discovered a new place to belong.  i have left the sanctuary empty and linked  arms with my mother on my way out.  i take photographs of my own and etch the images onto my ribs.  it serves as a reminder of today for when i  become distracted by tomorrow.  if not eudaimonia, i…

  • A – ANATOMIC

    A – ANATOMIC C – circuit, v : to travel completely around I have looked at your face thousands of times, each with a different set of eyes. I have watched it crumple and fall, time and time and time again. I can see my own gaze in the reflection of your irises. I see…

  • My Love in Comparison: A Call to Keep Lesbians Loving

    In 2023, I wrote My Love in Comparison: A Critique On Modern Love. I wrote this piece out of desperation. It was a gasp for air as I felt myself drowning in the expectations and critiques of others, my head bobbing out of water enough times to profess my undying love for the way I…

  • Small hands walk in.

    Small hands walk in.

    My little room  at the end of the hall. It is a home  converted into  a piano studio.  Small hands walk in  held by  tiny bodies, their mothers’ sweet perfume, jagged bangs, crooked glasses, baby teeth, and high pitched laughter.  I look at memories from the vault that I forgot were already stored in my…